tag at bottom :)
jingliang!=)
was a good trip today.cute kids=) what could be more rewarding?haha love this cute little 4 year old dude. jing liang. haha i've left my artwork on him=D there were lots of other cute kids around too! haha what i thought would be a long dreary day turned out great..having kids around going berserk perks me up haha haven had the chance to surround myself with kids once again.guess they really make your day if you decide not to be bothered by their nosiness=) somehow all that i felt burdened with was lifted away during that short 3 hours spent with them.their innocence, their attention even if only for a few secs makes everything seems less worrisome.takes things off your mind. after leaving that place all your worries from the world outside those kids come streaming back into your mind.cca friends school and what nots.. love that break. indeed things didnt turn out as bad as i expected. thank God. He really let me see that he still loves all his children no matter how different they are.makes me learn to accept everyone as they are becos theres nth these kids can change about how they're made.its all God's special creations. all the more we shouldnt play with life..
love these kids=) *good day~
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22:02|09.06.05
esplanade!
hm think the co and band did deserve to win their gold medals (think they both did) when i closed my eyes to listen to them.. the music's really enjoyable=) loved the phantom of the opera piece, the pirates of the carribean.and long de chuan ren.every piece was nice but cant really rem the title=p the 2 drummers of the band were good!=) and the co conductor was so seh!=) and glad to see 2frens playing up there after only learning their pieces recently only. loved the whole concert area.. quite enjoyable to listen to musical performances.. feel like going back to ny and watch too=) where i would be able to see the performers' faces but not so much of what they do. esplanade is a lovely place=) tired... oh well enjoyed the performance.. goodgood =)
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01:27|23.05.05
050505
hai 050505 was it memorable? erm in a way yeshh...do i feel tied down? maybe. maybe not
anyway dajie's getting fat in her "little" india now.. and still say wanna jian fei! haha she'll never jian fei if there's food around.cant wait to go visit changi airport again.. if there could be 1 good solid day of watching take offs and landings in an unblocked viewing area with the wind in your air.that is simply the best.. maybe east coast is better. i'll just look for a better place. but i still have many years ahead of me to do that.no worries i guess=)
never ever try to rush..
good day *out.
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00:08|06.05.05
middle of the night
haha done my PI second draft but it was quite slipshod.. hm think its quite a good week so far.. everyday has its ups and downs.. but today was good!=D played around with balloons and gave balloons away.. nice white flower!=) but still haven got to do the one thing i've been waiting for quite awhile..i am abit impatient but theres a time limit!!! i have to start soon!! hehe
dajie's feeling much much better in india now..so glad she's able to do the stuff that she enjoys=) miss you girl! i need you to nag at xiaodi actually =p
anyway.. AJidol!! would you wanna come? feeling quite awake now after over napping. its actually quite a good time to do work.. all quiet and dark. knowing no one would disturb you=D napfa tmr...noo today! that means i should get more rest! hope i will do well enough without training=S
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03:30|28.04.05
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boo i cant help it i wanna go back to nanyang. i wanna go through the whole funky sec4 year again.. all the running up from canteen to class for maths class.. all the crazy lab sessions we had dissecting gross stuff and giggling our butts off.. all the mugging sessions in every possible ulu corner in school. i just miss 407! haha i cant help comparing every aspect of jc to ny..
anyway its been a tiring week..helping to cope troubles and coping troubles of my own. ah well... =)
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19:58|22.04.05
GONG XI!!
hwaaa cant believe it.. but actually.. hm nvm.. congrats congrats! =) anyway dajie!! IF u're reading this.. hi!=) haha so exciting!! overall today was rather good.. guess cos i had a rather good ending for today hehe=) lalalala
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23:08|10.04.05
TIRED
so tiring nowadays.. and im not even doing work yet! booo have been napping cum sleeping.. haha such a pig! soon its gonna feel like 5 subs im taking.. and maybe even more.. what should i join? hmm anyway 0105's fun!=) yay! but i feel slack there.. must have been too much playin ever since results were out.. back to studying girl...
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20:29|01.04.05
CSJ
hmm this is gonna be quite a risky update.. i better not reveal CSJ cos i never know what might happen to me.. well its a book that i've been reading.. just pass the 30sth page.. which is quite an accomplishment in itself cos i nvr read books properly =p most of the time i give up when its 10 over pages.. okay anw this book is really interesting. but it kinda brainwashes you. so be careful.... haha the thing is to be open minded.. yeapp lalala =X
so random...
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21:00|18.03.05
good things come when you wait=D
hahaha.. look at the title! be patient... i will tell you about the posting results.. MAYBE soon you can see my shoes haha =p and MAYBE soon you can get to eat something nice and MAYBE soon i will tell.. but wait wait=) wahahahah JAMIE OLIVER!
REEBOK REEBOK! =p
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20:53|18.03.05
thursday =)
bleahh had interview yestd.. just hope i get a letter instead of a postcard.. what a screw up man.. even if i get in i must. I MUST be more confident and make sure i stay in! haha ahh quite scared about whether i'll receive the letter..i duwanna be kicked out like that! okay if i get in i must do my best.. no slacking!! never be late again! its scary just looking at all the expectations and the requirement to be promoted to the next level... and its all base on recommendations. must perform well!! hmm posting results are coming out next week too.. so i'll be waiting for 2 big news in a week =S hmm hope everything will turn out fine.. good day=)
ohoh i bought nice shoes!! =DD
REEBOK!
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22:11|17.03.05
stay this way
stay this way please! things are changing rapidly around us. technology.. fashion trends.. but the friends around us are the ones we treasure. but even they change too..upon their new life in new schools. it cant really be helped either. but the innocence we had then was so much better.. so much less "stressing" allowing us to be more relaxed around one another without the materialistic concern and simply being the kampong kia we are. thinking about all this.. what issit like to fit into a new environment? IF i have to change. guess everything will turn out fine.. like it has been so far. but what if it doesnt? i must learn to let God guide me. even when theres no one to go through with.. theres always Him to look over us. thank you Lord. let me learn to put my priorities and ponder upon your words instead of wordly stuff.. cos im starting to realise how pointless everything is...
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23:28|13.03.05
stoned
hm... got nothing much to say now.. just in those mood to stone. cant say much anyway...
do the right thing at the right time yep must rem this.. even though sometimes it sounds naggy. theres a reason why this is even said repeatedly to me.. especially more often nowadays. i really hope i wouldnt regret the things i do now. i hope its not an act of impulse either. i dont want it to be. anyway... shall go stone somemore now.
be more clear minded girl...
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23:17|13.03.05
CRASHERS!!!
haha now about my wonderful crashing experiences.. stupid PUT!!! u're gonna get it!!!
anyway... went rj and hc yestd... had a rather good time at rj with wenyen christl yong and putt.. we walked the whole of rj! wow its quite an accomplishment considering how HUGE rj was.. everywhere u point will still be rj.. goodness... theres so much space.. oh yes the lib!! the flying book!! wowww im gonna gget that book to read soon=D so fun... realised i knew quite alot of pple in rj.. my cousin.. classmates..hah.. the maths lecture was okay i guess..better den liu or yeo=p hrm... but their response to jokes are abit muted.. oh well it doesnt really matter.. fen hc crashed wenyen's maths tut.. her teacher was so cute! "bye new friends =)" a rather cosy env there..
so today went tj and vj. TJ~~~ its such a lovely school building and environment.. lucky we saw jx right from the start.. its so windy and friendly over there.. and it feels like you actually belong there upon stepping in.. if i lived where sikhi lived i would have gone there.. can wake up late.. go home get stuff... so nicceeeee=D vj was quite =S cos din know anyone there... and the lecture was horrible. i wanted to get out after about 15mins.. so scary!! thought the people behind me were mocking crashers too.. but not so actually.. but still TJ is nice!! jianxin stay there!!!!! hmm i miss the east... such a nice and windy place=) should i move there next time or seletar? wahahaha
TJ!
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23:21|04.03.05
shoo JAE
WAHAHAHAHA this feels absolutely GREAT!!! over and done with jae.. and im not disclosing where im going so too bad=p neh nehneh.. suspense suspense hahaha so fun!! i'll just wait till some time after posting.. felt so relieved upon submission.. no more debating on where i should go.. and my choices were pretty much nice choices.. and my dad has finally come to a compromise me.. mainly cos my points were indeed valid and good hahahaha he cant argue over me.. nehneh im not telling!!=p
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23:09|04.03.05
beepbeepboop
STOP PSYCHOING ME!!!!
STOP STOP
its not gonna affect my decision anyway=p so there! anyway lalala... just 3 more days!!=) just 3 more day...=( just 3 more days =/ ohh our last six gang!=D
go away mood swing
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21:38|25.02.05
whinyyyy
yesterday's moon was sick!! what happen to the moon?it was yellow. eeyer... anyway...bleah felt abithorrible about swim pe.. nv liked to swim fast but had to swim abit today..bleah.. thought those 2 girls were gonna contd swimming so i wun be last.. but they end up getting kicked back to intermediate=( so i did end up being last... got overtooked summore haiyoh.. anw its not that that's making me feel =S abt swim pe. if only we din had to swim fast. its a whiny day..tsktsk oh well better stop... byeee
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21:31|25.02.05
BE MINDFUL
the day is drawing nearer!!! haha lots of people must be all worked up, worrying and confused as the day draws closer... but i dont feel as affected as i did. mainly because i've made up my mind.. if things doesnt turn out as expected.. i would still have something to turn to=)
cant wait for results to be out =p
anyway.... todays another valentine's day... dong fan qing ren jie=) that means tangyuan and full moon!!=DD yay! but i din realise people do make their own tangyuan.. zhen hao wan.. hmm thinking of tangyuan makes me hungry! haven eaten since recess!! which was...7 hours ago.. haha still haven shaken all that fats acquired from chinese new year's feasting. oh yes tang yuan... i have a list of the mix and match of "tang" and the filling of the tangyuan... peanut.. sesame.. mmm yumyum!
aiyoh girl... be slow to anger. be slow to judge. be slow to moodswing. things arent what you think at that moment. stop wallowing in self-pity. take a look at how others treat you. dont be just on the receiving end. learn to spread love and care and understanding to others. you're not the only one in need. be mindful
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17:08|23.02.05
buyao luan luan lai...
hmm indeed its confusing when you have choices.. especially when you feel that you have a choice but you arent allowed to really choose it.. due to LOTS of circumstances.. wanting something so much but it doesnt seem easy and feel trapped in another system.. maybe its just the way i want to try something else so much that i make the current situation feel so bad..dunno what im thinking too... i do hope i'll make a mature and wise decision for myself.. and not just do it just to prove to others.. oh well..... theres still time to consider... hope im willing to accept whatever He has planned for me..
anyway!! on a lighter note.. happy valentine's day!! happy birthday minle!!hope everyone would feel loved though we are all loved by Him.. just go discover His wonderful love haha=D yayyyy
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17:20|14.02.05
happy hari raya haji!
tralalalalalalalala... i love my house.. i love the night sky.. wo bu yao ban jia! never..
oh by the way... people around me have been falling sick. this is bad..i feel quite guilty being the one who has been coughing yet not sick.. and then they are sick. =S anw.. SA2's out watching movie or dining! aiyayaya.. nvm i'll join them the next time! =) homework time!
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20:20|21.01.05
day one of 3rd week
lalalala.... i loved lessons today... kinda missed the times in nanyang when ppl do understand chinese.. haha but other den that.. 1SA2 was great! =) yay!! i think i'll like maths and chinese lessons.. nt so sure abt the rest.. can feel myself becoming naughty. hm anyway.. going CDANS on wed to try out shooting!! yayyay
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11:24|05.01.0-20
gosh!
oh yucks.... a guy twin in RJ? a GUY!!! ahhhhh i dun dare to see! its freaky! anw... orientation was great! tarendis! terazul!! peeecock feathers!! hahah gosh yestd's outing with tarendis was wild.. silencing brandon for 20mins.. hussein's endless stream of sick jokes.. haha yeap i miss NY and sikhi christl gjy jo selene n the times in class 407!
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21:48|08.01.05
bleargh
im lost... but God will guide me through everything.. learn to leave it to Him girl...
just hope that everything will turn out fine.. stop thinking about it already... school's gonna start.. get back to studying dude.
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22:02|01.01.05
208 '02 christmas gathering!
what rubbish... stupid PDA-ing couples.. yucks yucks yucks... stop groping each other in public! bleah... the worst thing was that i had just opened my eyes from a little nap and changed train while i was dazed den i just turned around and eeeewwwwww. hah i sound retarded.. ah well
great gathering today.. gosh cant believe we played the animal game for an hour at least! and my reign as King was so short =( but it felt scary being king too hahaha and i feel super bloated now.. even like 5 hours after eating.. cause after i globbed the first full plate down.. i felt full. yet i felt bad that theres so much food left. so i went for a second round full plate too! surprisingly i just globbed it down. den there was still the brownies and cheesecake and all the yummy food still waiting there so i went for a third round! was so full till my stomach hurted! yet i still pigged out and ate 2 pieces of durian and wang wang! wooo!
felt weird while starting to feast. after one whole week with a group of christians. it just felt weird that naturally the group that im with is not saying grace! hm yeah... so there was just this little moment when God pointed out to me.. right in front of you are people who have not heard of me yet. its the same as in thailand eh?
yep... still coughing and throat is starting to hurt a little again. bleah
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00:22|24.12.04
dazed
im falling down a pit hole. im going on a rollercoaster ride. guess its really time for me to go back to Him. stop losing your focus girl.
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14:01|23.12.04
feathers... bleah
ahh so darn tired doing the feathers!!! it takes so long to dry and stick and it doesnt even stay in place it'll spoil by wearing it only once.. but nehmind.. thats not the main thing!! yesh.. must not forget the focus during this camp..
it is all gonna lie in God's hands once it starts.. even before it starts when He has started working in all our hearts. MUST NOT LOSE FOCUS!!!!
thanks xiaoen who really kept reminding me of what i shared... that it kinda got ingrained in my mind. was doing the feathers once again just now when i was thinking.. what a bunch of lousy feathers when i suddenly thought of put you focus on God! yep.. =D dun feel so tired anymore =) okay.. for the next few days.. comm!!! jiayou jiayou jiayou!!! all the efforts made would be worth it. God WILL make sth good out of these and we'll be grateful and give thanks to Him. AMEN!!
wanan....
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02:03|06.12.04
swoon--drone
okay i shall wait for the server to start up while i post this..ahhh it feels so good relieving all the memories of past conversations.. even though we were quite ridiculous.. but it has really been a great year for me=) hope you all did too!
hmmm THE CLASSIC is such a sweet and touching movie.. MUST watch! watched it twice and everytime
it evokes this feeling in me... hm its nice! its great going through all those emotions again esp when you listen to my swooning! haha xiexie! i love the soundtrack.. i love the whole show!
hey even if we din manage to fulfil our planned post-O's activities.. there's other things too yea? but i really want to go eastcoast!! but nehmind.... yeayea.. guess thats all the swooning there is today. night~ or rather.. zAOAN!!
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03:41|04.12.04
bleagh
rarrrrrrrrrr i just cleared this box.. ahhh nehmind.. swinging again...
swing some more and you're gonna be a real loner girl
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11:30|02.12.04
random WHINES.
hiiii ahh im so bored...have to stay home for most of the day again cause there is no need for me to rush to buy the first aid kit yet. guess its really time for me to stay at home to do some reflection... i wanna watch french films!! ahh but have been spending quite alot of money here and there after Os. im still mood swinging!! whyyyy i tot i was abit better after one year on endurance... guess i just have to ren and change my way of thinking... if everyone just continues to swing i'll be swinging away from the crowd and become yi ge gu pi de ren nonoo...
anyway yes.. TAUFIK! glad that he won...hope he will continue to grow and sing well!! =) had a great time at squash "training" yesterday.. all that photo taking and posing...so tiring... due to my 6 months absence from the usual racket swinging.. only just 1 hour of swinging.. my arm is aching now!! arhhhh
grad night was kinda horrible for me...didnt realise everyone would dress up so glamorously .. all that thinking of what female icon to be... having to endure all that stares at the big oh biang pearl necklace.. but bu guan le... its over! was quite fun with all the miss ... categories.. =) okay.. enough whining... maybe i should just get started on packing my room..
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11:14|02.12.04
another outing
woohoo!! say hi to wilma! flintstones!! haha had an exhausting trip looking for wilma... me and sikhi practically rushed through all the shops in search for the perfect flintstones lookalike. of course with the accompaniment of selene! finally bought white skirt and top. not the one that looks exactly like wilma either.. but theres the bones that i have to find somehow=) hope the night would be fun!!
anw..i must talk about umizaru! where my japanese shuai ge acted in! though now im not that crazy about him now as i was after watching the movie. hehe it was kinda fun watching the movie.. i din know when butt flashing and almost nudity involved. it can still be rated PG! but i still got in anw! yay lalala
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17:35|26.11.04
1 down 1 more to go
yes im a big fat meano! but im trying hard. im sorry sorry sorry! hai... i just screwed up my post exams. as in i had great fun everyday!! theres nothing wrong with the itinerary.. it was just that thoughts would just keep popping into my mind and im really scared if anything happens. now i have another problem to settle.. but i just feel like giving each other time to think about it. actually i just want time for myself to clear up and really end this thing peacefully. i think i have really gotten to hear alot of mature views through this incident though its not suppose to be a great thing. but i think its just God's plan to make me more aware of myself and stop wallowing in this childish behaviour of mine. i hope i would grow through this incident and all.
IM SORRY
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22:37|24.11.04
a great day
yay!!!! just got back from the wuyuetian's qianchanghui!! it just hit me when i reach home that their live was totally awesome! they were really sincere when signing autographs though i wish guanyou would shake more firmly! though he puts all those jing1you2 n has his hair straightener (hehe) i still like him alot!! muahaha.. wow it was absolutey crazy and high. regretted now really knowing their old songs and couldnt really sing along. i wish jo went!! she would have loved it~ but i still enjoyed dz dunlin and zhijing's company! yep... it was GREAT!!
but it hit me during their singing where everybody was super high and jumping... shouldnt we worship God this way too? i know we should if we put our hearts into worshipping. i had a chance just last week. but i really regret not letting myself free in front of God. i wasnt even prepared to go and worship God with all my heart. i really want to come to God and let him change my life. i want to go through a transformation.. living a life that would be pleasing to God. i wouldnt want to be the attitude girl i am sometimes... it isnt gonna be easy.. but i think this time i would really do my best! all for the glory of God. sometimes i wonder why wouldnt people think about how the earth came about when they look around them. travelling from the airport to east coast park and then sitting at the jetty. looking at the waves slowing moving towards the shore... the totally clouded sky this morning... dont you think its totally awesome... and the Earth is incredibly huge! who could have done such a magnificent job? it sounds almost ridiculous that dust would suddenly come together and form a huge solid ball called Earth. how everything in our body is so well systemed.. the great wonder or everything. how person breathes. how a tree survives. how weather came about. yes, there are indeed many evidence of science to explain these daily happenings. but wouldnt anyone want to trace back right to the beginning how it all started. you really believe in coincidence. a coincidence we are brought to earth? i believe that someone definitely had to be in charge of creating all these wonders. and that is our one love- God. its really awesome knowing Him. no one can be compared to Him. His powers are so wonderful yet He has such a caring side to Him. it really wonderful getting to know God. my source of comfort. my source of encouragement. bringing me to my senses. i hope Alphacamp would really succeed in reaching out to more people. in other ways we can reach out too. lets all learn to gather our courage to take one step out to share our faith! there are many things to learn but God will guide us through and we know we will be greatly awarded. HALLELUJAH! =) thank you God!
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23:37|22.11.04
random
JIAYOU to all those still having Os! trust in the Lord and just do your best, cos He will guide you through this =) really thank God for always being around to comfort me. to give me support and just being always there when i needed Him.
Lord.. i pray that you'll work in all our hearts that we must serve you Lord, in whatever point in our lives, we must always remind ourself that we're in this world to shine for you. and i pray that we do not get so caught up in this world though we are in it, make us aware that we are not part of it. we are different because you have created us and we have come to known you. i pray that you change the hearts of people who are cold towards life and that you will use us as your tools to bring joy into their lives Lord. really thank you for always being there and providing endless support and love for us. i pray that we'll continue to persevere in our walk with you. i pray in your almighty name. Amen
goodbye world di qiu ren wan an
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22:39|21.11.04
happy children's day!
yay! another visit to the esplanade last night. walked all the way from clarke quay to esplanade. had dinner at this little shop along clarke quay, some lah mian place.. was quite cool we just ordered at random and the food turned out to be WOW! all of us were pretty full after eating. there was mango xia jiao and the lah mian was really really good. you could even see e chef preparing e lah mian! haha.. went to stroll along clarke quay.. aiyoh e place is full of pubs hardly any kids around too. but it got a European feel to the area where ppl stand around drinking their beers. was quite fun to explore the place. and i saw Fullerton hotel! hah i sound so suaku.. but i've only seen it from the esplanade last time so it was rather exciting=) dragged my family to walk to esplanade, bypassing VCH and lots of PDA-ing couples. hah even my parents tried to imitate them hehehe... esplanade was quite crowded. different from my last visit there. i love looking at the CBD skyline at night=) yep that was pretty much about it. lalala was so tired after all that walking around. woke up too late to go for macritchie walk.
MICHELLE YEO: hey hope ur cheesecake turned out MUCH MUCH better than mine=) take care all of you!
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18:53|02.10.04
MacRitchie morning walk
went macritchie for a morning walk with my parents today, was so zonked out in the morning that i kinda walked like a zombie...so much so that my dad kept nagging to walk with more energy.. went for the board walk which is stated as a 2.25km walk. but when we finally accomplished it (YAY!!) there was still a 1.8km walk back to the carpark on the right from the midst of the jungle. arghhhh!!!! and towards the left was a 9.8km walk to bukit timah nature reserve. woah didnt know it was linked. maybe i'll try that when the O's are over... k so my mum and i grumbled about the 1.8 km walk. but we had no choice. and halfway i suddenly felt like LS-ing. GREAT! in the middle of the jungle 1.8 km from any proper toilet facilities den i had to shout to my dad to complain that i cant ren for 1/2 an hr, this woman had to walk past, stare at me and say, "there's a shorter route.. you can walk and run back to the toilet if you want to.." laokui ahh... but i just smiled at her and luckily my sudden pang of stomachache subsided.... bleagh...there was more moments of laokui-ness. when we were on the 2.25km boardwalk, there were times i just smiled and giggled to myself looking at my parents walking in front.. and pple have to walk past or walking behind me! argh.... but nvm.. i wun be going there for a long time anyway..
went to j8 after picking my darling xiaodi up and we had crystal jade! =D had durian pudding! yumyum.. there was bits of real durian inside lala so nice!! yep thats for my happy saturday outing~
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15:30|25.09.04
bleep bleep boooppp
im sorry.. i really dunno what you're doing now... maybe it was not intentional. i dun think it was.. okok im cool haha but i would use to think like hey you rude ass... im talking to you. but now.... im a nicer person! yay! haha okok... im just bored cos noone's talkable is online and they just plooped plooped beep away one by one.. so im left with this diary.. to talk to... pathetic but nvm... its ok.. cos im gonna be a BIGSHOT TAITAI next time.. im going to airport to spot potential bigshots.. and get my dream photo taken hehehe.. but maybe i can achieve that dream if i go somewhere ulu. maybe if that place had been deserted? hopefully? please please... JO! be my cameraman/woman next time! haha =D back to OC!
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23:35|23.09.04
Singapore Youth Flying Club
next website to visit! hohoho |SYFC| yeah man.... just 3 plus more month.. or maybe its 6 months to get an O's cert and i can go try my luck in signing up the funky and oh so cool (heheh) Singapore Youth Flying Club!! oh yea... hey you..YOU!! remember you are suppose to sign up with me. im sure you wouldnt forget it but heres a reminder!! =D tralalala.. happy day~
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14:29|23.09.04
Filterpaper Gallery!
aiiieee wuu haa! go here!! |Filterpaper Gallery| its a fabulous, fantastique photo gallery as u see from the title =D
it reminds me of the cool and super pro photos displayed along the tunnel leading from city link to esplanade.. i love the whole arty farty feeling where people can display their work for others to view. and even display the project on kids in less developed countries. theres this photo where he uses a mirror to (i think) make the scene feel broader.. hehe i love the use of mirrors in photographs. if only i can get rid of my shaky hands syndrome, im gonna get a good camera next time or just use my dad's for the time being and being blessed with nice setting. and maybe go for a course on how to photograph.. but i know i will not become like those super pro photographers like kexin's brother.. but i wanna learn!!! oh and like jo had said... the stage for performance at the esplanade is a super good setting!! i saw a few photos taken at the baybeats 2004 and wow!!! with the band rocking away and the sky behind.. fantastique!! haha next time im going esplanade in the day to get a photo taken hehe =) yep...i wanna go back to thailand.. i am going back i think... in december yay yay yay...
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13:54|23.09.04
yi ri you
tralalala, yestd was a happy day OUTSIDE. took bus to far east and crossed so many underpasses... hm actually it was only one but it was so long bleah.. okok and crossed over to borders where the geo ppl were hiding waiting for everyone to assemble. haha so we read comics from 11:30-1pm? yep foxtrot, peanuts and more foxtrot.. and we sat in the kids section again! =D christl selene and i have sth with kids section.... oh there was this gorgeous looking indian boy who had long and curled eyelashes.. woah! pretty eyes boy! yep.. so we went BK for lunch cos there was a lady giving out coupons for BK and since it was nearby..soo being the lazy us.. hehe=D next! we walked to heeren... while walking there we were asked to do a survey by NUS pple.. on powders and scent.. so christl had a board to do the survey. den i used her back as support.. and everyone started using each other's back as support and we (sikhi jo selene christl xiaoyi) stood in ONE LINE IN ORCHARD doing surveys haha... like queuing out of nowhere.. so we all had a free powder sample of some sort yay! ok next.. we went to heeren.. window shopped.. went to HMV for jo's free cd
thank God for the good weather so that we could enjoy walking to and fro along orchard and sitting at esplanade. and also thank God that i managed to reach home safely and taking care of us throughout the day. He will continue to bless all of us. 2 Peter 1:5-7 For this reason, make every effort to add to your faith and goodness; and to goodness, knowledge; and to knowledge, self-control; and to self-control, perseverance; and to perseverance, godliness; and to godliness, brotherly kindness; and to brotherly kindness, love. also i read another verse last night. Psalm 95:6 Come, let us bow in worship, let us kneel before the LORD the Maker; let us KNEEL..
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08:07|23.09.04
jiang dian hua
i did it! tralalala... it has always been fun talking to you xiaomeizi! hope i din disturb u much and all the best!=)oh no i haven called anyone to meet up with tmr.. what if i get stuck at home?? noooOOooo that will not happen. ok back to watching titanic!=D
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22:42|21.09.04
MING BAI!
tralalala.... jiayou to everyone who are still going through prelims.. this time will pass.. prelims.. though i was super slacked the whole time, there was times where i really blanked out and sit for hours unable to absorb a single word, but thank God for He really guided me and comforted me all the time. THANK YOU! oh and also thank God for blessing us all with fine weather all through the exam period with cloudy, rainy, cool and sunny days! and the skies were beautiful every single day. thats what i love about sitting at the back corner of the class, staring at the sky when im suppose to be thinking about some problem. yay.. i played in the rain today.. in my garden haha.. hopefully no neighbour was boliao enough to stare out and think "what a crazy ny girl". well nvm... lalala hai.... wo yao gen ni jiang hua! i wanna play and dance in the rain... i wanna do many fun and crazy things.. but after O's its gonna be a jampacked schedule! wuha! kk jiayou everyone!=D xin tiong bo ba lang.. lalalalalala....
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20:08|21.09.04
bi sheng!
hao jiu bu jian!! im still in the midst of prelims... but nvm! theres so much to look forward to=D theres the cycle-cum-food tour... hopefully the mission trip to thailand=) but thats after O's. hmm theres zhong qiu wan hui in school today but apparently as all sec 4s are suppose to be mugging... hai we cant go... but i tot of a plan to celebrate it ourselves!=D lets go chinese garden!! hehe.... yep just a little update... i love al-ameen and al-azhar!=D had alot of fun going with selene, christl, wanqi and mari loo... ate prata, tomyam soup, fried ice cream and white and black spider.. hehehe.. alrite jiayou everyone! todo o melhor!=D
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17:59|17.09.04
To XXX:
Hai you don｡ｯt know how disappointed I am in you. You are okay as a person so far IF you don｡ｯt do silly things. Don｡ｯt act like a spoilt brat. Don｡ｯt act like the whole world owes you anything. Don｡ｯt act like a person where everyone is your maid. Don｡ｯt be the person whom I would want to detach any relations with you. Don｡ｯt be the person whom I might grow to dislike. Don｡ｯt be the person who only cares about superficial things. Don｡ｯt be the stupid (*^*$%(^ to break your parents｡ｯ heart. Don｡ｯt waste their years of hard work and pain and whatever sacrifice they have gone through for you. You don｡ｯt know how difficult it is facing you now wondering what are you going to badmouth about me later on. How you are going to defame the people whom I love, WHOM I LOVE. I wonder whether you ever did. I wonder whether you｡ｯre just a stupid mistake. Now I｡ｯm the one in charge of helping you. But no one knows what you are doing behind his or her backs except me and God and the one I chose to share it to. It｡ｯs hard you know. Watching you enjoying yourself. Watching you wallowing in self-pity when you are living in such luxury. Watching you switch from innocent, lovable to watching you swear at every single detail. Watching you become the ungraceful person you are now. I｡ｯm just super disappointed and disgusted with your whole new behaviour and attitude. You are just disgusting me out now. But I will still have to do my best since it｡ｯs my responsibility eh. But no thanks to you. But I will do my best to help you. I will try. I hope you will walk out of the shell you are in. I want you to see the world, the world that is so different from the one you view from your comfort zone. I sound like my maths tchr don｡ｯt I? But her words are power! Anyway. I hope you change for the better. I hope you do. But seeing your RUDENESS. IRREGARD FOR AUTHORITY. NOT SHOWING RESPECT FOR YOUR PEERS!!! May God help you. And let Him use me in anyway that would help you experience his love. Then maybe you would see some light. And change to be a better person. It really pains me to see you like this. I hope｡ｭ I really hope you change. Please change. Please.
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20:20|11.08.04
NATIONAL DAY!
hehe. i felt rather amused just now. tickled by the contestants and judgs of Singapore Idol. im proud of the show! hehe lemon tree!! the new william hung. i think dick lee looks so much like andy lau! hehe kinda shuai too =). about too many ppl singing the song "mandy" the judge who always looks like he's peering over his glasses, the comments he gave are rather funny. i think mandy's in a carcrash, i think she just fainted. hehe.. oh theres this guy who got labelled as attitude by dick lee, well he looks like my neighbour. hmmm anyway my sis thinks he's shuai hehehe. its a nice show to spot good-looking pple. =D happy national day~ sometimes, surprises helps to lighten up your day. so stay happy everyone. just had a nice surprise today~ hehe =) was feeling quite disturbed over some problems. still will be when i think about it. but i really dont know what to do about it. its hard to change ppl's heart and thinking. so i'll just try to maintain my composure. all the best for prelims everyone. no matter how much you complete b4 prelims. just chiong all the way now babes! i love al-ameen's tomyam soup! =D
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23:06|09.08.04
LIN JUN JIE!!
wahahhaha LIN JUN JIE!! yay.. he smiled at me... =D all the while signing my album for me. im hardly so crazy and high over someone. but you see... NAN DE DE JI HUI!! but den didnt say anything. boo. hahah anyway i enjoyed it! nah nah. everyone agrees he has nice dimples, good complexion, pleasant boyish looks!! hahaha i was so high today, ithink jianxin and a few ppl got a shock. :P anyway.. lalala. i got his autographed album! YAY. it was a fun day* but i cant rem how he smiled at me!! why!!! haha boooo:)
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20:57|30.07.04
windy cloudy Wednesday*
yeah i love today. was a cool day.. it felt good sitting at the window. the phy timed trial was alrite. i just felt peaceful today. except for that reminder.. but it is true. i just hope im not blinded. anyway.. i love it. the murder trial for Hooper. but there are indeed ways to improve on the prosecution and defence questionings? its seems that the Jury were a bit more clear of the whole pic. anyway everyone put in effort. it was enjoyable, a chance to see how aggressive others can be IF they ever become lawyers. but they are all good speakers. :) yep. i loved everything about today. even now the weather outside is so cooling.. i love studying at night.. quiet and peaceful.. no one talking in the house or neighbourhood :) but the late nights aint good for me i know. it just feels like a vicious cycle. hope NY did well in track and field. i regret not going to support them. not even1 in my 4 years. hah there was a couple sitting behind near me PDA-ing on the bus trip home, it initially sounded like the engrossed kind haha so horrible.. all the rather distinguishable "smooch smooch" in the background. =S hah.. but luckily i think it wasnt that loud. :S right behind me. see no evil, hear no evil bleah anyway i love the time i spent after sch, even during phy tt... hehe. a class of 5 taking tests. ta~
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02:01|29.07.04
Sunday!*
hah sorry abt last entry. its chinese... but nvm larh huh.. just leave it there. todays service and CG was wonderful. the message was there. many points to learn. many things to change about myself, it may seem quite impossible. but den while i was suppose to read this other verse, i saw this highlighted verse: " I can do all things through Christ". yep. judgement might not be that bad, but for rewarding for what you have done too. i guess the lesson for me is not to continue sinning, and to be a REN ZHEN (serious) christian. =) i just hope for more sharing among ourselves, then we would really get to bond and learn more and make the most out of the little time we have together.
yep just felt really good today. stood at the bridge just enjoying the wind, although it was kinda smelly, but the clear view of the road, the cloudy yet bright day. =) one of the many little things that i love to do. everything i have i now consider loss to God. yep sth like that. God doesnt judge us for what we have academically, in wealth in fortune. but our hearts. are we really that serious in serving him, are we still looking for a HOU LU, are we still not willing to let go of some worldy things? be in the world, but not OF the world. once we have chosen the road to serve God, it will not be one we will regret, im sure it will be greatly blessed, even though there might be trials. but trials are meant for us to grow stronger in Him, if we question the objective, it would meaningless to go through the trial. just do it simply by faith. there are two roads to choose 1)the narrow , 2)the broad. the broad is one full of temptations and evil. the road to serving God is indeed a narrow one. many lessons to learn in a short day. but there's not much time left either. alrite... =)
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01:27|26.07.04
0030 in the morn! 心中無別人- 五月天
心中無別人-五月天
会记哩牵手 散步的彼暗 公车搁过站
你我的心愿 讲也讲不完 开始期待
无聊的人生 我已经觉悟 甘可以结束
你甘知一种 神秘的力量 改遍阮前途
全新的人生的路 不知是光明是错误
是你给阮一个梦 未记人生的苦涩
真正想要对你讲 甘搁有别项
是你放阮一个人 走过风雨的思念
真正想要对你讲 心中无别人
无味的命运 平凡的世间 混乱的心内
微微的怨叹 一天又一天 你甘不
开太多气力 在这个世界 有稍微无睬
爱你是唯一 真正有价值 真正阮甘愿
代志要按怎继续 我也不知道
只想要和你逗阵 抱你身躯 听你唱歌
songxuan squashed
00:43|19.07.04
3am in the morning!
listening to FIR! :)haha another late morn study day :) nvm la tmr lit symposium, just watch can ler... anyway |80 kids die in India|saddening... had emaths pp1 timed trial today, hm it was last year's prelim... pract physics yay! i sound like a nerd. anw.. going to sleep le. night~
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02:59|17.07.04
*thoughts
read pq's blog. yep i agree. you cant please everyone. and the thing is nowadays people dont forgive you easily, one wrong gesture, one wrong phrase, one wrong expression, one wrong comment that you make.. and you dont know what complains or gossip people around you can generate behind you back. everything you've done wrong in their eyes could be turned against you. its rather saddening. indeed there are many mistakes one make, but shouldn't constructive advise be given instead of gossiping about it behind their backs without them knowing? one thing i feel is that there are some who aren't willing to be more forgiving. their direction is abit off. i dunno but the feeling i get is that we want fun! and alot of funny stuff. criticising people.. hai i dunno lah... why cant everyone just be more forgiving, willing to listen and also look inwards to what they can change about themselves and not be so stubborn waiting for the world to suit them. thats why sometimes i cant wait for the day where we can all go to God and live with him. cause then everyone would be living by his rules, not controlled but beacuse we love Him, and that the whole place would be filled with love, not romance kind, but really love, brotherly sisterly love, that everyone would be forgiving, willing to accept one another.
anyway, on another note, i was rather sick yestd, had a slight fever, was feeling tired in my muscles, so i slept early. but im feeling better now. ah gonna watch cider house rules for english lessons tmr. heard its a good movie. rather meaningful? well tobey maguire's a rather good actor for those roles where you are just a silent yet deep character. i think. hopefully the movie would be enjoyable. =)
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15:16|14.07.04
蒙古
|Mongolia!!|the next travelling spot.. i wanna go there! have some fun visiting a different place with a different culture. a whole new setting and travel destination. hopefully my family wouldnt mind an exciting trip.
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16:01|13.07.04
another long nap.. with weird dreams
hoho i had a record breaking nap-cum-sleep on thurs. wanted to nap from 4:30-5.. but continued all the way to 6am in the morn..thats 13 1/2 hours of sleep. dont really know what happened but i just conked out. den yestd which was saturday, slept from 9pm-8am. my sleeping routine is all messed up. one day stay up late, the next sleep for 10 hours? hm... anyway i had a few dreams last night.. =D havent had long dreams in a long long time.
first one: i dreamt i was on a plane to somewhere and it got bombed, i was trapped on some foreign land. apparently the plane was bombed by terrorist. fast forward, i found myself in some kinda 7-11 talking to myself, that i didnt support the terrorist, so possibly i had taken revenge on the terrorist but then injured many other pple? then this guy appeared in the empty store, so i just pretended to buying sth and crouching down. but that guy came near me to pick up newspapers, and my face was on the papers as being a suspect? then this guy noticed my face.. and decided to run out of the store to call someone, whom i tot was the police, being the slow reaction me, i took some time before running away, but in the direction of the guy.. den he caught me, dragged me somewhere in a bid to get me to his lao da, den they couldnt drag me in the dark corridor as i was screaming away loudly.. so the lao da and gang came out.. den i was questioning him how come he was so mad with me... den i woke up trying to rem why the lao da was angry with me.,, that was 4:30am.....
2nd dream: i dreamt i was in my toilet.. again, this time with a calculator which could hold a sim card (weird).. den apparently it rang.. and minle was kidnapped.. the kidanapper called he was lao gao.. the monkey guy in happy fish (chnl 8 7pm show).. so somehow i manage to spot him.. den my family went around looking for the kidnapper.. was a rather long journey looking for lao gao... but in the end i woke up before i could find lao gao.. haha
well.. thats really all that happened.. i think the funky thing was that the calculator could function as a hp! ok time to get back to studying.. jia you everyone! =)
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18:09|11.07.04
EURO '04 FINALS! HALFTIME
im watching the match!!! haha my dad went to open my door but i bet the fan (which is on) fooled him. hehehe. im bad! anyway.... its still 0-0 at halftime.. and theres nobody online.. i wonder if anyone's watching..
WHAT I WOULD DO AFTER O's: this was the topic i picked to write for conversation and i got a bravo! wanted to retype in here but couldnt find it. basically it was about me going on some ambitious hike around singapore.. sight seeing... or maybe cycling.. den having stops all over the island at friends' house haha.. cool man! like a 3 day trip around singapore... haha.. but first i still have to try getting in syfc! yep.. i still have some crazy ideas on what to do after O's but i cant really remember now. oh well... i think i better get back to watching the game =)
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03:45|05.07.04
ｶﾎﾒﾖｪｵﾀ wu yue tian
ｶﾎﾒﾖｪｵﾀ wu yue tian
ｱ卯 ﾟ嫋ﾈﾚｻｯ ﾄ耿ﾚｿｴｱ ﾎﾒ ﾐｦｵﾄ限ﾞﾎ
ﾄ耻f ﾗｽｺﾜﾃｦ ｸﾄﾌﾁﾄｰﾉ
ﾄﾇﾌ ﾎﾒﾔﾚ佗ﾏﾂ ﾏﾁﾋｺﾜｾﾃ ﾏ ﾄ耻fｵﾄﾔ
ﾄ耻f 摂ﾇ鮗ﾜﾕｭ ﾊﾀｽ郤ﾜｴ (ｶﾎﾒｃ測ﾔ馴Lｴ)
ｾﾍﾟ@侖ｰﾉ ｾﾍﾟ@侖ｰﾉ
ﾎﾒﾏﾎﾒ ﾂｶｮﾄ ﾔ椿ﾐｵﾄﾔ
ｶﾎﾒﾖｪｵﾀﾄﾇﾕ謳ﾛｲｻﾒｻｶｨﾄﾜｰﾗ^ｵｽﾀﾏ
ｶﾎﾒﾖｪｵﾀﾓﾐﾒｻﾌﾄ譱ﾉﾄﾜｾﾍﾟ@Nﾗﾟｵ
ｶﾎﾒﾖｪｵﾀﾎﾒﾖｪｵﾀﾟ@ﾒｻﾇﾐﾎﾒﾈｫｶｼﾖｪｵﾀ
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ｶﾎﾒﾖｪｵﾀﾎﾒｃﾔﾌﾕ豬ﾄﾒｻﾆｿﾞｺﾍﾐｦ
ｶﾎﾒﾖｪｵﾀｷﾅ饑ﾊﾖｵｫｲｻﾖｪｵﾀﾔNﾍｵ
ｶﾎﾒﾖｪｵﾀﾄ聆ﾟﾁﾋﾒﾔ矣ｵﾄﾃｿﾒｻｷﾖﾒｻﾃ
sﾟﾊﾇﾟ@Nyｰｾ
ﾎ｢ﾐｦ ｾoｾoﾒｧﾑﾀ ｽoﾄ聆｣ｸ｣ ﾄ ﾗﾔﾓﾉwｰﾉ
ﾄ耻f 憙ﾊﾒ嫋ﾓﾐ Nｵﾄｻｨ (ﾄ譱ぬﾇｺﾜﾓﾐﾏｷｨ)
ｾﾍﾟ@侖ｰﾉ ｾﾍﾟ@侖ｰﾉ
ﾎﾒﾍｬﾒ ｿﾉﾊﾇﾎﾒ 廬ﾈ醺ﾏﾂ
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21:15|04.07.04
HAPPY TREE FRIENDS! =D
had a great day today... after school we were sitting around in class.. den someone decided to start watching happy tree friends, playing it on the projector.. haha first one was sth to do with the eye popping out pullin along some blood vessel.. yucks.. but being sadistic,, a few of us kept asking for more. hehehhe.. and we were screaming away happily.. after that had my nails experimented on.. and it looks TOTALLY HORRIBLE!!! and i dun think i have nail polish... summore have to play piano =p. haha that was quite a fun day =) watching happy tree friends... haha but its really too disgusting.. hiding behind the childlike introduction. you would actually think its a nice innocent kiddy show.. but its not.. bleah... dont watch it!!
songxuan squashed
20:40|04.07.04
PUSHING TIN!
whee i wanna go on the runway! and get blasted off by the airplane... hm i cant really descirbe how it looks like.. but its just waiting for the plane to land.. it lands a bit in front of you and then the exhaust or sth from the plane blows you off ur feet and u go swirling around and get thrown on the floor. cool eh.. hee whee! fun eh... another show about being in the aviation line. pilot, traffic controller, engineer.. its a huge industry man... but security is so tight, how to ever get in the runway.. i'll prob die. but i wanna try!
new discovery! those canned sausages the ingredients include, mechanically recovered pork, blood plasma... yucks...
=) completed my work... i guess so if theres no more sudden last reminder by teachers... yay!! i finally completed my homework during hols with a few days to spare. jia you!
songxuan squashed
11:54|23.06.04
just watched finish
ban nian yi jing guo qu ler.. zai zhe xia ban nian nei, da jia yao hao hao de jia you, fan shi da ying Ye Su dan hai mei she xian de, ba wo shi jian! yao kao O shui zun de, jia you!
NEW AGE: be careful of everything around us, all these are workings of Satan, the more we become aware, the more we should always remind ourselves, hey this is not what God wants us to do, read the Bible if in doubt. its time to really pass on God's love, we never know when the end is coming. so share more love! =D and be careful of every little thing going around us, pray for protection, use God's armour. Ephesians 5:10-18. take care moo =)
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02:14|14.06.04
going desaru~
im going desaru tmr... till thurs. hai could have gone over to my cousin's house to watch euro 2004. bleah.... nvm shall just idle around... gonna be away for a few days. slacked my past few days, hai nvm.anyway take care to those who are reading, jiayou for ur studies! will be back~
songxuan squashed
23:20|13.06.04
girly name =D
this is such a girly name. heehee. aww aint i sweet? =D
songxuan squashed
15:41|04.06.04
midnight rantings
hai woke up at 10 pm.. from my nap since 5. haha now im awake with no one to talk to, nth to do... im such a slacker.. ok tmr shall study all the way!! den sat still have to go school, i dont have a day i can sleep late till next week, i feel stressed hai. better start mugging cause all the teachers are saying study 5 hours a day. one whole day of career talks on sat, my head is gonna burst. on second thought, i dun think i would be able to visit changi airport. oh well.. lets just perservere till end of O's. jia you everybody!
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00:49|04.06.04
LOTR exhibition and Harry Potter
VESAK DAY: my legs were kinda aching, all that walking around the Lord Of The Rings exhibition at science centre, looking at costumes, props, making of the gollum, even though the show is only ten hours.. u can really see how much effort and work really does go behind the scenes to make the show that perfect. u know it takes 10 hours of makeup for one of those ugly creatures wah... and then they would probably act for 4 hours the most? thats the spirit man! and liv tyler's costumes were beautiful!! and her necklace =) after lunch at the jurong entertainment area, went back into science centre.. walked around, went jurong point to watch harry potter.. ah i dun like GV seats.. cathay's seats are the best! lots of leg space to stretch =D. felt so cramp watching the movie. well the movie was alright. but you should catch it! cause it got 4 stars. to me it would probably be 3? hehe... watched the wedding planner the other day.. not bad la. another of those romantic shows.
i'll find a day to go changi airport, and another day to cycle around. =D next wed have to go for squash... yep play with all the lao das, yf-ers... hopefully my skills haven't deproved that much yet. alright... waiting for everwood to start soon =)
songxuan squashed
15:33|03.06.04
bad hair dayS
=) had a haircut, now im back to the mushroom head i was always meant to be, hah oh well nvm. had a great weekend, sat had a movie marathon at cousin's house: the italian job, the patriot, 2 episodes of band of brothers.. haha 11 hours! then sun had church, ball games, oh man VOLLEYBALL! everyone just got better at the end, started playing quite pro-ly! =D
hm now my church mates are probably all having fun at port dickson, while i still have to go for school. ah well, just hope they really get to bond and learn more about God, would have been a really relaxing trip and meaningful one too. =) enjoy yourselves
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17:24|31.05.04
movie marathon
tired tired. went ttsh for 2nd hep A jab. was quite fast and it felt numb for a while, i din wanna move my hand den sooky wanted to leave so i had to start moving my arm. ouww. anyway had to check thru papers like normal, bad bad ok. den had NE quiz, expert builder!! shld have built the changi airport.. but it was so ex!! anyway den had zuo ci shen ling, woah the singers were good, i hope they manage to develop in the future, the teaching was not bad,i think its quite good to xie ge, theres many things to think thru before writing a song, not as easy as it seems. interesting... yestd yyxz was fine, was almost falling asleep singing, but luckily no one scolded me.now i have the "goodbye lennin" dvd!! thanks jo!! im gonna watch it when downstairs is peaceful enough. watched finish my girl and amelie yestd. yay!! some movie marathon liddat.. the next film... TRAVELLERS AND MAGICIANS! a bhutanese show. cant wait to watch, decided to go support sikhi for her choir concert! jia you girl! ehhe den i would have a opportunity to go walk around at esplanade!! yay... this is so fun, like a class outing hehe. hope its full moon then =) all the best to the chinese people! will pray for you. jia you.. after this u would be able to concentrate on the other subjects.yep so dun give up!! =)
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15:55|25.05.04
lovely sunday
today was a lovely day... i mean after church activities.. i just feel detachment from cg but nvm about that.. hope it will change. went westmall to eat lunch with xzy, dz gang. yeah.. den the channel u idol search was going to be held there... i think its embarassing. anyway went with sis to watch her friends play frisbee at bishan park after like rushing home to change to shorts. ahha den we watch and watch.. ohh i love it there man. greenery and blue sky clouds. haiii so lovely. anyway den we just watch ppl play, sit under the tree, then we started commenting on this guy who was damn good in my sis's fren's not so pro team, triple jumper.. woahhh his calfs were like.. popping out. our new frisbee idol hehe =) haha. spent the afternoon there. so relaxing.. den talk to sis which i haven done for quite some time. yay.. one of the few ppl who will just ignore me wheni start blabbing or ttalking to myself. not those who will like "whats wrong with u" look. so yeah.. =D yep.. ian kee dz and gang damn funny. just love being with them although they are all the older kind, but i just feel comfortable with this kinda pple.. i mean i can really laugh and their thinking is not that kind i dun really agree kind so yep =D. thank God for placing such pple in my life really appreciated it. then we went to eat dinner at bukit timah market. finished dinner like 1 h our ago.. and im still feeling damn full. haven exercised for a long time... ahhh tummy haha.
got asked to go for yyxz tmr.. but im scared cos i haven touched it for a real long time and im not really counted as a person who can play it well. but as my sis always says, its servicing and not a performance for urself, so well i hope i can do a good job glorifying God's name thru music, but im worried that my dad and mum would be pissed all over again for going... haii really difficult to talk about servicing to God and the church esp when they are non christians and really quite selfish thinking. like after exams still like keep haroing YOU HAVE O'S U KNOW??? i mean i know larh.. but u nvr let me out of the house u know... unless im like at school and conveniently stay back late. oh well nvm. just loved it today compared to yestd where i was trapped at home. at least i went to a park, somewhere close to nature. and my sis said its quite crazy to cycle up to mount faber, so tooot, idun think we can cycle up there, its like a HILL. if we cant cycle up my hill how to go mount faber.. nvm shall work out a better plan. yep... i wanna be close to nature.. =D
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21:04|23.05.04
ONE WHOLE BORING AFTERNOON
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i can talk to myself... boriero bocheh.. haha fererro rocher? hm i think its the wrong spelling but nvm.. hoohoo.. i speed bathed!! and i won the challenge.. haha lengthen my reign since the starting of the games since XXXX year.. oh crap... nvm i went Bukit Panjang Plaza with my darling mother in the morning because she was all lonely and in need of coffee i just had to go with her. had to beg her to buy running shorts for me. i hardly shop, now u know why i always wear the same old set. haha. but im not like my brother who wears a uniform at home haha. he has TWO kinds of uniform. 1) morn schoool uni. 2) afternoon evening night. rotten tattered shirt and some PJ pants. and its the same shirt.. he has 2/3 of it. same to his pants.oh well. maybe he will hopefully grow out of it. now my house is still left with me my mum. sis and dad popped home, bathed and BOTH rushed out again with two different cars. one went KTV the other dunno what larh. my mom was so shocked she was like.. heyy wei she me ta men YU CHU QU LER. na jia li zhi sheng wo men liang xiang yi we ming.. wo men yi qi ku ba.. oh well.. crazy saturday-after-exam afternoon.
my CG might be going fortcanning to watch movie there during the june hols. so cool right. ahhh udner the stars.... yay!! hey if they have this thing again in dec... i can CYCLE THERE!! hm.. i can cycle there during this june ler.. and i can borrow my cousin's bike. yep the cousin who lives across the main road from me! yay i dun have to buy a bike ler.. i love having my cousins living so near. we have gatherings kinda often nowadays, yay!! i hope there will be one soon. den i can pig out again. one week ago.. at this time. i was still mugging away in church.. mug mug mug. now what am i doing 24 x7 hours later?.. 168hours, im here typing typing typing, snuggling in the seat which is really getting hot. hai.. haven ran for 2 weeks..boo.. its a hot hot afternoon. i want to go YF but have to pei my mum at home. anyway if i went i would be udnerage so well. next time. i wonder what i will get for midyears.. 666666? i wanna sit at busstop now.... so boring..... i rather see buses going past when im suppose to take em. haha. im weird.. and i wonder wheres the rest of my class. it feels like they are mugging. crazy. i think i shall stop whining..
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15:59|22.05.04
town outing, after O's activities
welcome back!!midyears are over!! yestd went out to town. but after that din really like do the things pple usually do at town.. just went to watch a show den i left quite fast haha. town's not the place for me. was embarassing start to relaxing at town. the FIRST THING i did when i got down the bus at heeren guess what.... *drumroll* haha I FELL DOWN. toots right.. now those ppl on the bus and all the other nanyang girls will remember me. haha oh well nvm. oh went to watch troy. din really enjoy it like alot of people did. ithought the war strategies were brainless, the plot had too much of brad pitt's butt. but maybe these kinda movies arent fit for me or i have too high expectations. haha traveller's and magicians!! i will watch it soon... bet pple haven even heard of it. nvm... at leasst got pple like me appreciate foreign films hehehe
after the movie, walked with loo to orchard mrt for her to buy stamps and envelope, went newton mrt, went to french alliance, damn cool building!! and the library was cool. im gonna sign up for classes there after O's man. it was a peaceful day, walking with loo and she couldnt stop talking hehe, den the walk to the french alliance building was nice, i loved the carpark layout, its special but not like woah. but i like it.
have you heard about the missing RSAF pilot and the F-16 plane. arhhh wasted talent, that poor guy died! bet he was a damn pro pilot.. Lieutenant Brandon Loo Kwang Han, 25. so young..... but he must have honoured our air force, training to be in the elite team of F-16 pilots. wow! and he was very smart. VJC.. i must chiong.. he's gonna be someone i would really look up to. yeah
oh i have to list things im gonna do after 0's if not some toot wun remember it too. okok
1) sign up SYFC!!! wheee bus no 75!
2)a visit to Pulau Ubin 1- cycling around the cool island hehe. 2- kayaking.. but im definitely not gonna tan.. i feel so char tar when i lie on my white bedsheet. hehe
3) hahah this must be the most ambitious thing to do. cycle to woodlands, den mt faber and watch stars cool right.. lets just pray its gonna be a nice and cool night. but arent nov and dec nights cooling.. good. but first i need to get a bike bleah.
4) er.... hehe was talking about it den i couldnt rem!! maybe its just going sumwhere to star gaze.
5) french!!!! hoooo.. yep.
i love going out to cool calm nice places and not like those shopping areas where my legs get awfully tired after walking for just 10 mins? like beach, isolated places larh.. peaceful,, waves lapping at the back. yes and sitting at busstops for ONE HOUR trying not to reach home early.
6) record breaking phone call ( anyone wanna help me hehe)wrong wrong... 6 is.. getting a punching bag!! so someone doesnt have to suffer hehehe. but my head is NOT GONNA BE PUSHED K! if not... hehehe alrite i think i dun need the phone call. thats it!! just 6 simple things to do. =DD
yestd stayed here for what 6 hours? den i almost.. nonon i DID try to call in 933 to get teh $1350 prize money.... tootos and the woman anyhow guess... waste money.. i was planning to buy bicycle and chocolates with it hahaha.oh well. i still haven heard my song for 2 days.. boo haha nvm.. one day i'll manage to call in and win it!! hehe =D alrite. a long detailed update~ =)
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10:03|22.05.04
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goshhhhhhhh this must be the weirdest time to blog. who ask me to nap jsut now. rarrr after almost 3 months of not blogging. imback. but only cos im bored and theres absolutely NOONE talking to me now. anw. its all yesterdays fault. stupid me went to drink coffee at 9? so i slept at 2? woke up at 10 which is not common for me haha. anw.. napped from 7:30 9:20. how piggy can i get... anyway... im just really bored. i cant enter my stupid frenster while deborah yap can help me enter.. whyyyy.... i wanna read my testimonials. make me feel good about myself. haha. i better go sleep soon. haix.. so much for napping when i have no more work to do. hahah. i sound like a geek. tata
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01:01|28.03.04
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nah nah nah. i duwanna talk about school. lets talk abt the wonderful countdown day i had at church. the one i "illegally" stayed over till morning. lala. phoo i got to go to the rooftop to watch stars... ahhhh so super duper nice. the whole sky was just black dotted with stars. and there was no clouds these past few nights too. thank god for that wonderful night. got almost everything i wished for. I LOVE THE ROOFTOP AND STARS!! one thing i must have in the future. a pent house or live in some deserted place and haf the whole field filled with darkness and watch stars till i sleep. one new year resolution. go to noordin beach one night hehe. =D that would be a good way to celebrate my hols this year... so far away. but still sth to look forward to =) tata
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15:54|02.01.04
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i dunno whether its me or what. everytime someone "close" to me change abit of their looks or whatever. i kinda get paranoid. oh no is this person gonna because of the new added confidence with the new look gonna find someone of a higher standard. i always feel that after i had this "close" session with them that the next day. i feel like distancing myself away from them. though i noe the friendship is still there. i think its the paranoid thinking of oh no shld i take another step forward? would the person still want to stay a "close" friend to me? i know this is all paranoid thinking. i know this isnt true.
anyway. SCHOOL'S REOPENING!! i got good progress report. woah.. first in my 9 schooling years. FINALLY. i improved with a total average of 3 marks? jia you ba da jia
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10:46|18.12.03
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well sorry pple. i feel like abandoning this blog cos a diary is areally a personal thing. yeah. so if u see this pg just kinda ignore or drop me anote kinda thing yeah.
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09:18|14.12.03
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went to day one of squash camp. not as tough as sec 1 that yr though. i still miss that sec 1 camp. everyone was aching like mad. sitting on one row on the bench massaging one another. losing that team spirit feeling le. nvm... had my precamp last fri and sat and really enjoyed the prayer sessions cos somehow i was not as distracted as i've always been when praying. was really focused. hadnt been praying seriously for a long time so i appreciated that time spent. cant wait for alphacamp. may all the worries about the ubin outing be gone. ahhax. yeps. just a lill update. tata
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18:17|01.12.03
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feeling now: talking to a wall. dui4 niu2 tan2 qin2
cant wait for precamp when i can be away from home again.
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22:54|25.11.03
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argh! i wanna leave s'pore and go back thai to the simple lifestyle. when i was there i thought of my life here as a rather pleasant one. but when i come back there seems to be complications. i dunno just not as nice as i thought it would be. other ppl are jsut thinking of how nice to would to go back. i feel like im saying from a diff point. nvm... i think i shall nv try to think big for myself when i haven even mastered the basics properly yet. yeah well. i feel like being AntiSocial all over again. well. saw that picknosing girl on the news yest. gross!!!!!
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00:11|25.11.03
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i was just watching this ad about soccer being universal. i think it really is cos i went the viallge the kids played soccer. and they knew some of the language about soccer i think it was foul or sth. ahhax. never belittle the power of soccer yeah. =D
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22:53|22.11.03
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australia lost to england in rugby world cup! nvm... im back from thailand. rather glad to be back. cos i couldn't stand it anymore there. i love the village life and everything. i think it was more of the relationship between the team that was the problem.. i enjoyed myself alot on the shopping trip. night bazaar was fun. all that shopping. well. glad to be back. =)
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20:29|22.11.03
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haix....... O's over. losing confidence as i pick up stuff like saying that some parts are wrong and blah.. but im glad its over. tmr im flying off. ..~ leaving on a jet plane , dunno when i'll be back again...~ wooooooo im leaving..... wat a good way to escape s'pore and ppl i dun wanna see.
i really hope i will be changed after the trip. it seems to be one of those more enriching ones as we get to stay in those extreme cases area. get to know how it feels like to haf nothing... yeps.
i look so much smarter with my specs now. =D but its so mahfan,, resting on my nosebone. yest me and marilyn RUSHED out of sch like total losers hahax. cos we were rushing to make IC. well it was quite fun.. but my pic looks gross. nvm. bugis is so nice. esp BODYSHOP!! i love the shop got all those nice stuff. i wanna buy th fragrance there. some moonflower one.. yeps. magnolia also nice. but then its really smells like the flower. hehe. im changing! boo but who cares... im still me inside...
cant wait to fly again tmr. wonder when it will be my turn to ever haf a chance to sit in the cockpit and feel the responsibility of 100 over ppl's safety on my shoulders. lalax. i almost thought i had to sit with this male tchr alone... ahhax. okok. cya in 2 weeks
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17:00|08.11.03
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O's coming~ ok yeah hope i will get my A1. now i haf to wear specs everywhere i go! so shu dai zi look. :) well. leaving for chiangmai really soon and i only haf fri night to pack. cant wait for thailand!
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14:00|05.11.03
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helloz. im at home while ppl are in sch watching prize giving ceremony den still got chinese lessons! not going to get report book and malaria pills. nvm im catching up on studying. well hope everyone will stay happy even though will all those results and tchrs leaving. hm wejust have to pray for them that they will do well for whatever they are leaving to do.
got inspired by michelle's mum yest. even though we know our results are not comparable to others. we should just focus on our strengths and work from there. because we do not know in which area we are set out to serve GOD. only he knows. so she was giving eg.s on diff pple and stuff. i like her man. next time i shall visit michelle often! =D
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09:45|31.10.03
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im really frustrated now. dunno whether its becos im tired or wat or maybe of some things some ppl said to me today.. hai ya.. i duwanna list out la. but i dun appreciate if ppl like say sth which is way off and it kinda relates to me kinda thing. its not true den why did u say in the first place rite. k fine.
im going to start "closing" myself up. like avoid unnecessary conversation with people i duwanna tok to. but i will be damn hyper for cip. yar, i'll just tok to ppl i want to tok to. and if i really dun look that nice when im tokking to u. get the hint and leave me alone for a while.. phooo sometimes i feel damn mean. but if u are those consistently irritating like H(square) those kinda act chio not chio kind.. cheater bug who doesnt put down the pen immediately when the invigilator says so. i mean its not her im angry abt lor. its THE WHOLE DAMN YEAR she's doing this lor. imean. u wun feel its fair. esp if its a test den she got wat 15!! mins extra and whole class wait for her to finish den leave. its like whats her f***ing prob lor. the tchrs are so softhearted shld haf just giv straight ZERO lo. den i wun be seeing her bloordie face next yr. she's just one of those kinda i would really hate to work with. under all circumstances. nvm. feel like going up to her to slap her. but well, hope she finds her way out of this la. dun ever give symphathy to such a 10 inches thick-skinned girl. act manly and chio. make up ur mind la. grrr.
nvm tired... wat a long briefing~
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23:00|28.10.03
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hellooo. yeps. its my birthday today. well actually there's nth great abt a birthday. its just a day. and rather embarassing when pple sing for u. if its my fam its ok la.. cos it my family wat! ahhax. ok. since somebody wants me to say abt the treat ahahx. ok. here goes.
actually it was rather ok la. we just ate, no jokes, no funny stuff no conversation watsoever. just concentrate on ur food and leave kinda thing. well not that its bad and im ungrateful. but it wasnt as great as i expected it to be, but maybe i got to talk more to em la. if only the neoprints taken could be better. MINLE!! hahax nvm i forgive u. nv press ok b4 u finsh again k? =D okyeps we met a t orchard... went all the way to PS walk arnd, couldn't decide, went back taka and ate seoul garden. and guess how long we took to start eating 1hr!!! nvm. at least we should haf explored PS. sigh... well im GRATEFUL ok.. ahhax. yeah.. hundred bucks.. wah.. okok nvm. yeps. happy birthdayyyyy to me.
and i ahf no sexy legshahax. got suaned by peiling. anyways. ZX, noneed for the boxing bag la.. so ex! but if u can afford it.. hehe =DD.. ok tatas take care. im going to take 2 jabs a TTSH travellers clinictmr. boo!
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15:35|26.10.03
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boo!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! ok my birthday's tmr. ahhax. im gonna be fifteen! but it doesnt mean i get more freedom. lala~ must jia you for O's and get one A1 for language finally. =D
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18:36|25.10.03
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ohoh if uw anna give me sth. give sth really useful. like a boxing bag. yea... hahax nah joking. good day~
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18:35|23.10.03
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boo. got back results. the only thing im happy with is maths and my humans which i passed! well narrowly. hah. lets not talk abt it.. ok... tmr's deepavali. hahax HAPPY DEEPAVALI. birthday's coming soon. but im not expecting anything... no presents please.. cos i really dunno how to keep 'em. yeah.. k tata~
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18:20|23.10.03
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just came back from ball games. one hour after dat. wah.. stupid man.. got hit when i was just standing there. haix.. the ball hit my head like some rock entering earth. no la thats exagerrating.. yea den got bumped at my hip. no got blueblack! whahax. oh damn. i cant enjoy this holiday anymore... olevels. i really dun feel like going for it.. ahh.. i dun like chinese! hmi can feel a blister coming up. well i was pretty much antisocial again. hahax. no la.. just that i dun like captain ball. thats ok wat.. =p well i still played in the end k.. yeah tml got yinyue xiaozhu. haven been there for a long time. after dat i have to start studying all over again! ok. my dad just ordered sportschannel for a month! wooo now i can watch all the premiership games i want.. but i have to study!!! ok nvm tata~
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20:33|19.10.03
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boo! anyways. went minle's house. rather stupid la. watched AI so stupid! but got haley joel osment. =D ngak ngak. hes the best! sixth sense is nice man. but im abit slow ar.. hahax. oh minle! ur mums fish is nice.. dun be so fussy la. =D haix. i've decided not to cut my hair till i take my photo for ic. cos i dunno how i'll look like after cutting hair. yeah. can go church this sun again. and i now how to use links. lala
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23:02|16.10.03
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ok im thinking of a new template where i can scroll to loook at my wntries not like this one. choose for me k. this one http://pixelscripts.diaryland.com/x006.html its nice but it cant scroll and another one http://www.geocities.com/randomlayout/rose.html
and this is really nice but i dunno leh.. cos it only show one entry. lalax. okok vote k? http://pixelscripts.diaryland.com/x011.html
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08:57|15.10.03
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yalows.. ahahx,,i just went blogsurfing, yea yea i noe its a BIT too early. but.. my noisy family woke me up.. cos i forgot to tell em i dun haf to go school... kk. back to the topic. i got linked to the infernal affairs two webby, den i watched e trailers.. argh.. now i wanna watch infernal affairs too! but nvm. i dun regret watching seabiscuit! seabiscuit. hahax
oh new snigger ----> [ngak ngak] hahax
edison is so shuai!! the plot abit confusing. cause i dunno who's the good who becam bad the bad became good. i noe edison is the spy from the triad rite? lalalax. im gonna watch dvds all day long.thanks to my sis. =D hahax. watched the two towers yest. ( no not the newyork one) legolas' fight scenes are so damn cool. man i love long movies... yea so im watching all three episodes of lord of the rings in one year!! watched the first one on mon when my bro tempted me cos he finished his PSLE first... boo.. ok.. so now u noe wat im doing all day long at home... sit watch eat sleep. sit watch eat sleep. probably drool abit.. hahax., im joking.
oh no!! i remembered that i have alot of things to do!! ok. first one: cut hair so i can take photo for my ic. nono i wun cut so short again.. just layer. cos im suddenly realising my hair is too short... gonna look like boi boi soon.
second one: wait amin.. i forgot wat i want... oh!! i need to take FOUR FOURFOUR jabs ok! haix.. one for flu in sch on 21st? three at tan tock send travellers clinic. dun worry i wun bring sars back to school. =D wanna noe all e 3 jabs? hep A, thypoid (did i spell correctly?) and... malaria! shoots i forgot to tick that! anyway.. my arms are so gonna ache after i take my jabs. they will just be swinging around, i probably look like a monster.. i might get fever too. sigh. lala nvm. its all for the better good of going to thailand!!! man its only...todays e 15th... hm... 25 more days! lalala. oh no.. onli 23 days to study olevel chinese. shoots man... after dunno how many days of exam still got olevel.. haix. anyway. think im gonna have a damn funky hol this year... going abroad w/0 any family members! 1st time away from home.. lalax. alpha camp coming too. i cantwait for pulau ubin... bring back memories of OBS. wonder how maraan is doing now... lala. hm.. i think thats my hol.. exciting right? haix.... nvm... i wanna go kayaking!! but not b4 i must get my treat for my birthday.
oh yarh.. my birthday's coming soon! *HINT HINT* (big enuff?) exactly 11 more days for u to plan.. better be good. hahax no la.. actually when i get presents i kinda feel guilty.. just make me happy and it'll be alright. =D u'll be forgiven... lalax
ok.. im tired... this would be my longest ever entry. gonna watch cds now.. haix. 10 more days to mayday's concert. jo u could haf gone... i dun haf channel 56 or 55 either. sigh.... the drummer is so cool. =D ok bye
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07:58|15.10.03
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helloz.. ok. im done with exams. it feels good. but it doesnt mean i stop all activites with academics. it doesnt mean i want to study again. not so fast. but i think its time i step back and look at how i've been as a person this whole year, too caught up with school, frens and ccas dat i dont leave enough time for religion and faith. even though i just finished my exams not long ago. ive learnt many things. im starting to be sensitive to everything that there is a lesson in everything. not just lit texts. stimes when you are climbing too high, u lose sight of your goal, u get distracted, just take a step back, look at wat you are doing, see if its the right thing and charge forward again. seabiscuit is nice man. ok stimes when pple just said sth, maybe we should just give a few more secs for the person to explain herself b4 u misunderstand and burst at her. yeah. also you cant just "kill" sth just because it has faults. well that was a rather significant lesson in
i saw myself today as an antisocial person again. din go out with whole bunch of pple like sikhi blah. but dun u think its nicer to just go out in 2s and 3s den u can speak more and..i dunno i just feel better like that. yeah. helping my mum count her exam papers marks. still in the exam mood. maybe it'll wear off by tml. hahax. ok time im getting back to work. lala~
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17:12|14.10.03
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hooorreeebbbblllllleeeee!!
bio and lit are enough to kill me le.. im so demoralised, i almost felt like leaving the hall halfway during lit.. well... lets just hope it will be ok. i din noe wat i was writing for lit, din noe wat i was writingg for bio.. booo... ahhhhhh nvm... tml will be a better day rite?
BUT! i have physics and maths 1 tml... emaths is harder den amaths.. according to my tchr.. im really demoralised.. i just cant wait for this exam to be over and go play for one whole day...
haix nvm. i shall sleep and pia hard tonight!! i need some quotes to stop this "depression" state.. ah wellss.. im fine now.. just feel abit tired... wun be going church again this sun...sigh.
oh cant wait for after exams... minle wants to treat me to buffet!! yea.. hahax den i gorge myself.. =D ok... tatas im going to take a looong nap first.. dun give up before u step in the exam hall, cause then, you have already lost half the battle. cheers =)
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15:28|09.10.03
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im being very hateful lately,well if you know me you will know who la.. maybe not hate. but itcan be quite irritating if she is the only one taking part in discussion before anyone else can, thats why ppl cant respond. haix. sorry. hope this sun is going to be fun, with the funfair and all, and i think some guys can be so stalker like.. its sick to hear of them, self proclaim bfs!! horrible... makes me wanna puke and so lucky that i din meet one and i hope i never will. and please pray for my alphacamp if possible. oh anyone who has 4-man tents? please tell me, we really need em, and also help me pray that i would be able to bring 2 frens, i think they all wouldn't mind coming just that they might haf programs on. =) well today at lit it was rather dun, when we all go mad. esp sikhi who kept laughing with me and keep asking me to stop.. ahhax. anyway.. jia you for exams. m-u-s-t--n-o-t--g-e-t--r-e-t-a-i-n-e-d!
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18:14|26.09.03
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well. if youare reading this, lucky u, cos i cant get in my msn. not my hot mail. dunno wats wrong. so dun worry about me =) lala~
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21:31|23.09.03
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wah!!! so exciting...... someone's sis same faculty as my sis.. ahhax.. so fun! ahhax. anyone wanna come my church camp? =D. its gonna be fun, going pulau ubin for one night! not one night stand la.. hahax. anyways i noe how to pluck qing tian le. that jay chou song~ someone has to play with me den i try e drums ahhax. =D. been a nice day so far... and dun give me any pets cos they will die with me. confirm le. i got experience before. thailand seems so fun, but just pray that the sars thingy doesnt get worse, den after that my church, our sch and michyeo's church can cont;d with plans to go there. =D dun worry i wun swing e chicken around like an army commando hahax, though i would like to try.. ahahx. im a sadist! woo hoo. haven updated for a looooong time. well, qing tian rox! i feel like getting a group of pple to replay it... well i gtg take a rest now, maybe im not. just gtg bye~
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16:59|21.09.03
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everything we have is a blessing. learn to count your blessings, thats what people now lack. seek solitude in god, for he is the one who can calm our fiery temper and(?) hearts. yeps. so cheer up k? =D
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20:53|16.09.03
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Today was rather fun. Hm not to mention that I didn稚 bring a lot of ws. =) anyway, there was sth miss yeo said in class that I wanted to quote but I forgot. But we got another lecture from her today, at least its was more fun than usual, telling us abt her church which she din say it was.. cos we guessed. Nth much to update. Just wanted to drop a short note. Yest was fun, tot the guys did quite a good job organizing the games la. The fillin in of mrt stations was bad.. but thanx to chuan dao! =) finding the murderer games was fun too. It was fun la, but all the screaming at the end really irked me off. Yea. Ok cya ~
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20:23|15.09.03
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i know i may seem antisocial like when im out with a fren den she wanna join this bigger bunch of pple lets say from my class too, but i dont want to. its just that i dun like big gatherings of pple i dun tok to, well not that close la. i just dun feel comfortable. maybe im just slightly AS. i dun realli wanna change the way i am. its about me la. hahax... thats all i have to say. 1 more day to school. bye
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22:08|13.09.03
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Had a cip team bonding day camp today.. was fun though.. We had a very full lunch, almost felt like puking too. Anyways, my research & hand book grp was rather mad. Oh about the trip.. we池e gonna help the tribe with the long necks with those gold chains? Hahax. And guess wat we池e gonna do there? Build chicken coops. Ahhax. Den we are ordering chicken to put inside the coop. And well we will interact with those people there too. And we might haf to help them remove lice!! Well, its part of our trip la. And we might eat the worms as delicacies, do some performance for them, some s恥ore song and dance or sth. Its not that cold over there as 0degrees, maybe abt 23.. yeps. So we池e not gonna be in those thick woolly sweaters. Hm really seems so fun, talking about the itinerary, and we池e gonna be in such a rush cos 7th we haf O痴 den 9th we池e flying off and 8th we haf to pack finish and bring our stuff to sch.. oh we池e gonna teach you how to get to sleep. Erhem* first you put ur head in a comfortable position. Relax your body. Think of a big soft brown broom sweeping your thoughts away as each new thought appear.. whos gonna think of a broom? Whahax. We値l see who buys that la. Heez yeah, not a lot of detail here but we dun noe much now cos we dunno whether we can go cos of sars.. just pray that it wouldn稚 come soon. Yeah. Dats about it today..
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20:47|10.09.03
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hiyos.. im at mich yeos house tokking to people on msn.. so rubbishy... hahax.. lss din come again! going back to sch everyday!!! haix.. sorry to all those people we disturbed...even though its onli one person.. abhax..
hihi! michelle yeo rocks the world! songxuan loves her!!!!!!!
songxuan: dun make me puke!
marilyn: sth else..
ok nvm.. mad freaks! tasha is mad... watching tv!!
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11:35|09.09.03
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just ignore wat i typed the last entry and dun ga jia me abt it... thank you! had a great day with mich yeo today, eating bread talk and taking neoprint.. ahhax.. =D
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20:35|08.09.03
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well, i've sth to add la. this few weeks or days,sth i've learnt.. if u want someone to do sth.. but the person doesnt noe wat u want.. you've gotta haf initiative.. cant just sit there and wait wait wait, it will never come.. not when u want it.. so lesson learnt: INITIATIVE..i cant just shout comeback liddat, the person still wun noe wat u are talking about.. yea.. u might miss someone but when he/she is around.. u just cant seem to appreciate it and again initiative.. haix.. well.. another thing. im so diff to contact cos i dun haf a hp.. ahhax. so anyone wanna sponsor me again? im deprived of sponsers.. going broke soon. =D
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22:34|07.09.03